::sigh::

May. 18th, 2009 04:50 pm
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i feel like shit.

i feel like i'm cutting off all my friends in an act of selfish stupidity. why is it that i'm always more worried about other peoples' feelings rather than my own? i should probably work on that, but at the same time, i'm just trying to be a good person. then when i do pull a selfish act and try to put myself forward it's not even worth it because of the overwhelming guilt i feel. i'm just... trying to be a good friend, but do what's right for me.

and i fucked up. again.
christ today sucks.

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